Never Feeling Adequate

I never feel important. Not to anyone. Sometimes even to myself. When the people who are supposed to love you the most don’t show it, it takes a toll over time. Family, friends, and especially romantic relationships. How am I supposed to love myself if no one else can even love me? How can IContinue reading “Never Feeling Adequate”

When Brokenness Fuels Your Fire..

I’m broken. More so than most people. My life has been a roller coaster ride since I can remember. While there are so many good times, there are so many bad. These bad times have lead to grief, bad decision making, trauma, eating disorders, etc. I am broken. I am bruised. I feel a senseContinue reading “When Brokenness Fuels Your Fire..”

See Your Worth

Today was a rough eating disorder day. When I’m stressed out I begin to shut down. I begin to stop eating. Not because I’m unhappy with my body but because I’m falling into unhealthy habits. Stress got me here the first time and I can see it taking me there again. I know I’m worthContinue reading “See Your Worth”

Love isn’t Toxic

I’ve always envisioned what it was like to be in love. When I was younger I dreamed of being so entangled with a man that it would hurt to part. That our souls would become one. And that he would be my life. I’ve been in those relationships in the past. The ones where youContinue reading “Love isn’t Toxic”

Body Positivity – LEARNING TO ACCEPT YOURSELF

For the past four years I have struggled with eating disorders. It started with me being overweight. Once I realized that I had gained a substantial amount of weight I started to panic. I was franticly trying to figure out ways to shed the pounds. I cut my portions. I started eating healthier. I evenContinue reading “Body Positivity – LEARNING TO ACCEPT YOURSELF”