When Brokenness Fuels Your Fire..

I’m broken. More so than most people. My life has been a roller coaster ride since I can remember. While there are so many good times, there are so many bad. These bad times have lead to grief, bad decision making, trauma, eating disorders, etc. I am broken. I am bruised. I feel a senseContinue reading “When Brokenness Fuels Your Fire..”

See Your Worth

Today was a rough eating disorder day. When I’m stressed out I begin to shut down. I begin to stop eating. Not because I’m unhappy with my body but because I’m falling into unhealthy habits. Stress got me here the first time and I can see it taking me there again. I know I’m worthContinue reading “See Your Worth”

Dear Body,

I am beginning to finally love you. But today has been rough. Lately the confidence has been pouring out of me. Sadly, today when I looked in the mirror, I despised you. I looked at every bruise, crevice, and scar. I forgot for a moment what meaning every imperfection has. Every bruise is a testamentContinue reading “Dear Body,”

It’s easy to forget

When I see myself in the mirror sometimes I cringe.. I think about all the imperfections I would like to see gone. My acne, stretch marks, stomach rolls, and so much more. Sometimes I forget that this acne is from hormones that I cannot control. These stretch marks appeared after recovering from eating disorders andContinue reading “It’s easy to forget”

Body Positivity – LEARNING TO ACCEPT YOURSELF

For the past four years I have struggled with eating disorders. It started with me being overweight. Once I realized that I had gained a substantial amount of weight I started to panic. I was franticly trying to figure out ways to shed the pounds. I cut my portions. I started eating healthier. I evenContinue reading “Body Positivity – LEARNING TO ACCEPT YOURSELF”