When Brokenness Fuels Your Fire..

I’m broken. More so than most people. My life has been a roller coaster ride since I can remember. While there are so many good times, there are so many bad. These bad times have lead to grief, bad decision making, trauma, eating disorders, etc. I am broken. I am bruised. I feel a senseContinue reading “When Brokenness Fuels Your Fire..”

See Your Worth

Today was a rough eating disorder day. When I’m stressed out I begin to shut down. I begin to stop eating. Not because I’m unhappy with my body but because I’m falling into unhealthy habits. Stress got me here the first time and I can see it taking me there again. I know I’m worthContinue reading “See Your Worth”

Dear Body,

I am beginning to finally love you. But today has been rough. Lately the confidence has been pouring out of me. Sadly, today when I looked in the mirror, I despised you. I looked at every bruise, crevice, and scar. I forgot for a moment what meaning every imperfection has. Every bruise is a testamentContinue reading “Dear Body,”

It’s easy to forget

When I see myself in the mirror sometimes I cringe.. I think about all the imperfections I would like to see gone. My acne, stretch marks, stomach rolls, and so much more. Sometimes I forget that this acne is from hormones that I cannot control. These stretch marks appeared after recovering from eating disorders andContinue reading “It’s easy to forget”

Learning to Love after Trauma

Trauma scrambles your brain. It leaves scars that last a lifetime. You might begin to heal, but you will never forget the pain you endured. It will affect all of your decisions and relationships. How do you learn to build a relationship after all that you have been through?? After experiencing trauma it may beContinue reading “Learning to Love after Trauma”